In the same way as Picasso used colours as a contrast in his works, this author shows laughter before crying. In this, the fifteenth book in the memoir series Kerry keeps the magic element of combining real life and fantasy in her story-telling where she continues to go through all the details of her late husband's last waking hours with a fine toothcomb. Her memoir is more about the journey than the destination where covering up her emotions with lame jokes has become the norm. Another interesting read for anyone who has or is going through the grieving process - told in a way like no other.